it never felt so difficult, albeit relieving. i know it needs time, & like jeremy said last wednesday, talk to god, because he wants to hear me out, whether the problem's big or small.. i think its only best.

to the boy who knew me best for the past 4 years, you know i'm always here for you. i never, ever want to lose this.

its back to school tomorrow after my long weekend.. friday was musicfest, saturday is the morning tuition-->fleamarket booking -->shopping with favourite girls-->soup spoon dinner at furthest corner from kitchen in case of murder-->eskibar(subzero degrees) sleeping polar bear n freezing cold fun with winter jackets -->supper at fisherman's. Sunday at bedok reservoir, anniversary day, meet the robinsons, & i slept from 830 till 8am this morning. thanks to mom who knows how little i sleep & happily turned off the lights n tucked me in when i only wanted a nap. i think ive been thoroughly exhausted as i usually dont sleep much.

haven touched my books this weekend.. oh carmen where's your conviction?











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